October 23, 2010 @ Poppy Ridge Golf Course in Livermore. Tweeking the wedding website a bit right now and ordering my STDs. (ha that cracks me up) and looking for a DJ and photographer.
Seriously, Kee and I were talking...there's waaaay more stuff we have to do this time around with this venue, but it's much more fun this time around, too. :)
And I'm sick again. Boo.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
A couple of you know what I have been going through these past couple of months. It wasn't easy. It was full of confusion, drama, stupidity, fun...you name it. But it was something that needed to happen. I realized what I have and what I want.
A while back ago Kee and I pushed back the wedding. At that point it was decided that we weren't going to get married in May and we, no, I, wasn't trying to talk about setting another date. I felt a like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders once that was decided. He was hurt and we barely talked or saw each other. And of course there were other things going on too, things that Mary & Caroline know about.
So after I finally got my head out of my ass...I realized that I missed Kee. I missed what we had. I realized that I had a wonderful person who loved me for me and actually put up with my crap. That's huge. And, even though I get annoyed with little things...I never got sick of him after 9 years. I realized I didn't want to be with anyone else but him and how good I actually had it.
So a couple of weeks ago I told him all this. And all he did was smile. And I swear I saw saw tears although he may deny it. I told him I want to marry him. He slid that ring back on my left hand and asked "will you marry me again and spend the rest of your life with me?" and of course I said "yes...I do." :)
And here I am now. Re-thinking of all things wedding, making it about him and me b/c I lost sight of that through the first time around. Today we are going to look at a venue in Livermore nestled in the wineries. We are both in love with this venue and are thinking if we book it, our new wedding date will be Saturday, October 23, 2010. It will be the fall wedding that I wanted with the colors I wanted. It will be the type of venue he wanted. So we will see.
I just want to thank my sister and Mary for being so supportive and being the awesome MOH/BM that you are. Never once did you judge me and you let me follow my heart and supported me the entire way. Love you.
And Caroline...Congrats to you and Chris on your engagement. I am thrilled for you. And now I feel bad for giving him a hard time everytime I have gone over there. I think it would be fun to go through the wedding planning process with you. And I have a question to ask you when I see you next. :)
That's it folks.
A while back ago Kee and I pushed back the wedding. At that point it was decided that we weren't going to get married in May and we, no, I, wasn't trying to talk about setting another date. I felt a like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders once that was decided. He was hurt and we barely talked or saw each other. And of course there were other things going on too, things that Mary & Caroline know about.
So after I finally got my head out of my ass...I realized that I missed Kee. I missed what we had. I realized that I had a wonderful person who loved me for me and actually put up with my crap. That's huge. And, even though I get annoyed with little things...I never got sick of him after 9 years. I realized I didn't want to be with anyone else but him and how good I actually had it.
So a couple of weeks ago I told him all this. And all he did was smile. And I swear I saw saw tears although he may deny it. I told him I want to marry him. He slid that ring back on my left hand and asked "will you marry me again and spend the rest of your life with me?" and of course I said "yes...I do." :)
And here I am now. Re-thinking of all things wedding, making it about him and me b/c I lost sight of that through the first time around. Today we are going to look at a venue in Livermore nestled in the wineries. We are both in love with this venue and are thinking if we book it, our new wedding date will be Saturday, October 23, 2010. It will be the fall wedding that I wanted with the colors I wanted. It will be the type of venue he wanted. So we will see.
I just want to thank my sister and Mary for being so supportive and being the awesome MOH/BM that you are. Never once did you judge me and you let me follow my heart and supported me the entire way. Love you.
And Caroline...Congrats to you and Chris on your engagement. I am thrilled for you. And now I feel bad for giving him a hard time everytime I have gone over there. I think it would be fun to go through the wedding planning process with you. And I have a question to ask you when I see you next. :)
That's it folks.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
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