Someone needs to hurry up and have a baby so I can throw them a baby shower and make these:

taken from this blog i follow up on: taste and tell

So...someone get on it. Thanks.

Nursing School

yay! We're all done!! Just gotta do a final conference/potluck today at that's it.

It's a bittersweet feeling. I'm not going to get into now. But just wait for the emotional/cheesy blog.

I'm home early from work. I started feeling sick yesterday after I called my assistant manager to put me on the schedule. Go figure. I woke up a couple times in the middle of the night still feeling a little icky...but decided to sleep it off, convinced I was going to feel better once it was time to wake up for work. So I wake up, get ready, still feelin a little icky but do head into work. I was okay for a little bit, but then started feeling really bad. I only lasted 4 and 1/2 hours...better than nothing.

So anyways, my manager came to me and said "It's no secret...I want you on this unit." And telling me the position is mine if I want it. And also gave me the option of doing Versant. I've decided that I am going to work at the VA. I'm not going to get an ICU position anywhere else. Now the decision that needs to be made is whether or not I'm going to do the Versant program.

Versant:
pros:
20 week orientation
more classroom time and bonding with other new grads
longer time to 1. be on days and 2. get more comfortable

cons:
doesn't start 'til March (but this could be a pro, too).

No Versant:
pros:
get to dive right into the job
less time working with preceptor "hovering" over me (that's what my preceptor, Julie, said haha)
another Valor didn't do it and she's doing amazingly. Julie compared me to her.
I would start in February

cons:
have to go to nights sooner (only 3 month orientation)

so I've been asking around at those who did and didn't do it. some have really liked it, but Julie said those nurses that didn't weren't very comfortable in their abilities and benefitted from the program. she doesn't think i really need it and said the only benefit that I would get out of it is the extra orientation time which would enable me to stay on day shift longer.

hrm...what to do...

So I looked all over the place trying to find cheaper red shoes that made me happy. Didn't happen. I fell in love with the above shoe when I saw it. Sooo...today I went to Steve Madden and got these babies!! Loooves 'em. Yeah, they're a little more pricy, but I plan on getting some use out of them.

So yeah, I'm happy. But now I don't know if I want to still wear my dress. I'll be keeping my eyes open for other black dresses, but if not, I'll just stick to the one I have already.

Off to dinner now with my parents and Kee...mmmm SUSHI! Num nums! :)

Last presentation of nursing school
Part 2 Theory Paper
Theory Final
ATI Exam
Last Clinical Conference/Potluck

...almost there!! :)

I'm watching this show on MTV about these bands who are competing while playing Rockband. But like playing live while playing the game.

I NEEEED to be on this show.

So yay, my clinical was done as of last Thursday. It was a good experience learning all that time management and prioritization crap, but it just made me realize that I never ever want to work med-surg, let alone orthopedics or anything like that.

Went back to to work yesterday after over a month. It was sooo good being back in the ICU. I jumped right back into the swing of things and took care of a level II patient that I thought was stable but the night nurse failed to tell me that he frequently as chest pain. So we did the whole workup, but the EKG showed no significant changes from his previous EKG. I just monitored him closely. I also had a level III patient. He had a nephrectomy done the day before yesterday. I guess they fluid overloaded him in the OR because when he came out to our unit, they extubated him then RE-intubated him 2 mins later. So my job yesterday was to wean his Fentanyl and Versed and work with respiratory therapy to plan for possible extubation. ABGS looked good after weaning his FiO2. However, before I left they decided to let him rest and they would extubate this morning. He was a hard intubation and his airway was very edematous, so they wanted to make sure they had a full team ready with recemic epi and all that good stuff at at he bedside just in case. Man I wish I was there this morning to see if they did extubate.

Then my preceptor tells me yesterday..."So what's your plan after graduation?" and I told her what I've been telling everyone.

"You know, we all love you here and everyone says nothing but good things about you. We all want you to work with us. Bobette [the nurse manager] is saving you a position if you want it."

So yes, I did apply to some other hospitals and will apply to more, but VA is sounding better and better, especially with an ICU position with co-workers who I love. But I've still got a couple months to decide. We shall see.

The wedding coordinator from Casa Real emailed me yesterday with a quote. It's almost $40,000 for the facility, the ceremony, the food, drinks, and the coordinator. That doesn't include lighting, flowers, and all that other crap that weddings need to have.

Even though I love this place, I definitely need to look at others.

Le sigh.

I loved it.

I'm still not giving up on it though.

But it's a good idea I'll be saving til 2010. I hope you guys can wait that long. haha.